Ryan was up at 5:30 this morning crying. I know I've been this tired before, I just can't remember feeling this way. With Pat being gone I've tried my best to revert back to the deployment schedule, which means dishes and cleaning get done after Ryan is in bed and little to no time for me to eat. I thought I'd spend my nights enjoying myself, but I guess I forgot how much stuff there is to get done when Ryan is sleeping.
We've been cooped up in the house for days now. I'm starting to go stir crazy. Depending on Ryan, I may go to target tomorrow to pick up some things for our vacation. I'd love to get Ryan an Red Sox hat, but I know Pat would kill me if I did.
Right now I'm just so looking forward to being asleep...Good Night!