A Bit Off...Sorry

I haven't felt like myself lately physically or emotionally.  This fact can be seen in my last few blog posts.  I don't know what is going on.  Obviously I'm being rather negative.  I really need to start focusing on the positive.  I guess I'm finding it hard to be positive when I'm just feeling a bit off.    

Pat has duty tonight so he won't be coming home.  I'm hoping to spend the night catching up on sleep and just having some relaxing me time after Ryan is in bed.  We have a bunch of stuff planned for the weekend, so I'm hoping I'll find my positive voice to write about all that later.  

I'm sorry about my negativity lately.  I'm really hoping to snap out of it soon.