My mother-in-law is coming out this weekend. It will be a short trip, but just long enough to give me a little break from the isolation that I sometimes feel here. It will be nice having her here to watch Ryan while I do the things I've been too busy to do (or just neglecting) like giving a good scrub to my bathroom.
While this post may seem like I'm unhappy, I'm actually very happy even though I sometimes feel lonely. I feel very lucky with my life. Everyday I think about and reflect upon how I got to where I am and how I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.