April 21, 2008
Today Ryan had his first bit of baby food (well other than cereal, but I'm not counting that since I mix that with my milk). He had squash tonight. He really seemed to like it too. For me this was bittersweet. I am glad that he liked the food, but it also made me sad because up until now he's only eaten from me. I feel so replaced by a tub of Gerber. It's already been tough for me to get over the fact that he doesn't nurse in the middle of the night anymore, and now I have to deal with food. I guess I need to get over the fact that my baby is growing up, but man, that is hard for me to accept.