On another note, I've definitely lost my confidence in my mothering skills with Ryan. I hate that I'm questioning everything I do. Logically I know that I can do it completely alone, and I think I could do a pretty good job, but emotionally right now I just feel like I'm not doing all the right things, and that I'm really failing him. What is it going to take to get my confidence back?
May 19, 2008
Wonderful Visit With Great Friends
Ryan and I had such a great visit with our friends Robyn, Joe, and Porter. It was so great to see them because I miss them very much. I wish that we lived closer to them. I'm hoping one day the Army will put us together. Then our boys could play together, and Pat and I would have friends around that we really like. I can't believe how much their son, Porter, has grown. It's crazy to think Ryan will at least be that old by the time Pat comes home. I'm so grateful for friends like them.
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We miss you guys SOOOO much! Joe got sick of me talking about you all the whole way home! We did agree that we are putting Fort Campbell on our list of favorites for when we go to Career Course :) We will get on a post together!! And, you are a FANTASTIC mother with every legitimate fear that we all have.
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